Hai..

Recently I logged in to friendster and try to find out hows she's doing..

But after reading her profile..
I realize that I'm a farking bastard.
It seems like I have changed a person entirely.
Maybe the girls are right, guys are jerks, they are bastards.
Truly, I do not want things to turn out this way.
How I wish I can make the clock goes anti-clockwise.
Now, sorry is not a word that can solve the problem.
But I want to let her know that I'm really sorry.
What I can do now is that.. not to appear in front of her.
Never let her see me the bastard ever again.
Till now, I'm still full with guilt. Maybe forever.